Lazy, Hate!!!

Lazy lazy, become very lazy nowadays...

I do not feel to study even though the exam is around the corner.

I close my eyes and i force my self to study even to remember word by word...

What to do? I really do not have the mood.

Since, my grandpa had pass away...

I miss my grandpa very much,

and I promised him that I will be obedient.

Isn't it that I obedient?

I do not think so...

Because I am not trying my best to study hard.

I am very useless.

I hate the 1 I am useless, and I hate the 1 that I am lazy!!!

I even hate the 1 that I am not Obedient!!

I hate my self!!!