Sleepy

It's raining outside,
I'm in the office rushing of the video logging,
yet i still can blog.

I feel so sleepy,
mouth keep open and close since 3o'clock,
Gosh, i wish i could go home now.
I miss my bed so so much~

I did all the video logging and double checked for few times,
but it seem to has problems after all i done.

I want to sleep...
After the video logging has done,
need to go to location again~

Shit man,
in that case what time can i go back home?

Someone taken my mind...

I am blogging again.
but my mind is some where else.
I miss my dardar.

He went back to Melaca this morning after i had my breakfast with him and my mum.
I feel so uneasy when he is not by my side.
I can't wait for him to come back.
I think i am really crazy in him.

He is the one i ever love.
He is patient and caring.
No matter how bad temper i am,
he always bear with me.
I am sorry that i do hurt him sometimes.
I feel so guilty after i did hurt him.
I always try my best to take care of him and to love him more than he loves me.

The love that i for him is more than words.
Can you imagine how much i love him?

We both make a promise which that in future generations we want to be couple again.
No matter how many generations pass this promise will not fade-out.

Leisure than cockroach

Here, I am blogging,
yet there is no one will scold me.
Am i happy?
Not scolding by anyone else?

I am alone in the office.
Those of my works i finished them before lunch already.
Others are in the location now.
I've been left behind.
No one talk about me,
i think thats no one remember i am still in the office.

Was i not done my job well?
I don't know~

I'm feeling cold here,
blanket please?

The little cockroach is running on the desk,
seem like it is busy with its work then.
I keep my eyes close,
pretend like it is not exist.
Even little cockroach is busy than i am.

Hopeless...
What a leisureful day!

Industrial Training

My industrial training had started began on 25th May.
In the first week was just like in honeymoon,
not much work to do,
yet can online and watch Tv (Even Astro)!
What a wonderful honeymoon but it is just for few days not even a week.
Nevertheless i enjoyed my honeymoon very much...hahahaha

There are around 9 UTAR's student came in to New Vision Media for industrial training.
4 out of 9 are in chinese department another 5 are place in malay department.
In malay department there are two malay kids drama on going.
I and pei shan were being placed in the drama production named " Kembar Kecoh ".
For Jane, Piggie and Ying Ying there are in the drama production named (GBS) " Gang Bas Sekolah 3 ".

Our first shooting is on saturday 30 of May.
Before that i already slowly get to know each others in our KK's group.
I try my best to do the best,
what i want is hopefully after this pratical training i gain some production experience and do learning something!

Til today,
I have been working for 11 days.
In these day i learn how to do Master rundown and Location rundown.
Besides that, i get to know how important both of the rundown above.
If there are somthing wrong in the rundown,
shoothing cannot go smoothly.
I got that experience,
because i try after few days when first shooting.
Things not going well,
Actors do not have to act,
much problems than i can say.
Even can't go home early.
Well, can't go home early is not a problem for me,
coz i know that in production i must face this problem!
Isn't it right?

Time flies, day pass,
i'm getting more independent,
i try to solve problems that i face,
no matter how hard are them,
i'm not raising my white flag!
I need to be tough to make my self grow up.

Anyway,
I know i can...hahahaha
because i think i can then i can!

Now, i am waiting for my " boss " to come,
need to do video logging before i go out to location.
While listening to music from astro hitz and blogging,
can imagine how enjoy i am.
Yet, i need to be free...

Gambateh!

Awful world

I've been working for eleven days.
In these days besides learning something are about what i am study,
others what i had learn is not to trust people more than usually i do.

Nowadays, people are getting worst?
Why is it so?
Don't they feel cheating others is not good?
Nevertheless, they are still the same carry with their behavior to do whatever they like to do.

Other than that,
i found out most of the people are not willing or scare to take responsibility.
Why is it so?
I not really sure about that.
Don't you think i know the answer?
Yes, i think so even i am not so sure.

God bless,
I am feeling tired to face all this people,
may all of this people get far away from me?
I want peace and i like peace too!

May you give me a hand to get me out of the hell?